Weezer =D
Last night my boyfriend, his older brother and I went to see Weezer. They were amazing!! Rivers Cuomo was awesome and Weezer were just wow lol. All in all it was a funky night and the amosphere was really good. :)
Please note: I know my description was not that great, I will try to rectify it somehow and maybe edit this post when I am not over come with Weezerness lol
My life composed...
I'm still not getting enough sleep but my exams are over now :) I think that was one of the major things that was getting to me but now I feel good. It's weird because I haven't felt like this for a while, I mean really good. Lack of sleep is making my immune system pooped and I'm getting a cold again but I will try my best to catch up on my sleep.
My weekend was good and set me in a positive mood for this week. I guess what contributes to it is that I'm keeping busy, when I stop and dwell then that's when all the nasties fill my head. I mean there are still alot of things that I have left to sort out and make sense of but I feel like some of the weights have been removed.
On Saturday I saw my boyfriend :) , then went to a carnival, then got invited back to a BBQ. As run of the mill as that sounds my day was cool and was not as awakward as I thought it would be (the BBQ I mean). On Sunday I worked with my best friend (Stephen - whom I've known 12 years in Septmeber) then after we finished work we went out to Pizza Hut and we just talked and it was funky because I feel like I'm rebuilding my friendship with him, as for a while we seemed to be drifting appart. It's hard when you go to different schools and it seems like we live different lives / in different worlds. Him in his - me in mine.
Everything just seems to fit at the moment. Part of me hates saying that becuase I always have this complex that as soon as I say things are going fine something comes along to muck it up. It's sort of a pattern I've found myself going through. I just hope that I'm not speaking to soon...
But for once I feel like I'm in control and some of the clouds that cluttered my head are clearing.
Sleep...
The one thing that I probably need right now but the one thing that I cannot actually get any of. My body is tired, my brain is tired, heck I'm tired. However I still cannot get to sleep. I intended to go to bed early yesterday yet something was telling me I did not want to and I just couldn't shut down to go to sleep. So there I am, lying in bed at 12 midnight and I'm still not sleeping. Then I couldn't have a lie in because I had to go to work. Maybe the saying is true - No rest for the wicked... lol. I just needed to rant about how I can't sleep, not the most riveting post I know but...
Sleep would be nice right now...
