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Things I have learnt this year...

posted by Asha J @ 9:24 pm 0 comments

Where am I?...

Where am I?

Maybe I lost myself somewhere along the way. Maybe I have forgotten who I am. I must have closed my eyes and woken up somewhere else. It's like a dream, maybe I imagined those words you said, maybe I was mistaken. Maybe you've forgotten who you were. Now we're walking around in empty shells and foreign bodies, we've forgotten how we feel, how to feel, how we felt.

Where am I? Who are you? What happened?

posted by Asha J @ 5:41 pm 0 comments

Time...

I have been finding there is not enough time lately to do anything. I have been in and out of my room at university since I got back last Sunday (after going home for the weekend). It seems that piles of work keep magically appearing one after the other. Perhaps there should be an extra day or a couple of extra hours added onto the end of the week to get things done.

posted by Asha J @ 7:13 pm 0 comments

The search for the "perfect" home...

So, I'm moving out of halls in July and in the 2nd year I am moving into a house :S (scary stuff). They say looking for a house is stressful and boy they weren't lying!

After viewing house after house they start to blurr together and it's hard to decifer which one was which, which had that nice garden etc. etc. The truth is, though we have found our house, I don't think we were ever going to find the "perfect" one. I think my expectations were set too high and I wanted something which resembled my house at home or maybe something I hope to live in, in the future. I guess once we make this house our own (minus the poster of the semi-naked woman on the door of the living room, from the previous inhabitance) it will be much nicer. On the plus side I get a double bed in the second largest room :D, which after living in a box room for years on end is a bit of a novelty. On the down side I don't like our cooker or the bathroom but as my mum said I won't be living in the bathroom lol. We can now stop looking and agonising over which house was better and whether we need a garden or not. For now, touch wood, it all seems to be coming together, I guess we'll just have to see what happens next...

posted by Asha J @ 11:48 pm 0 comments

New year, new me?...

Well as it's a new year I guess its time for a new blog layout . A few things have changed since I last wrote a blog entry all those long months ago but I'm still the same old me. One change is that I am now residing at university, studying English, which I love but oh the essays lol! However, despite these changes I am still lamenting on life and the world around me. All these physical changes and no change to me on the outside but I guess I have changed in some ways on the inside. But that's for another blog at another time, hopefully not the same time next year ;). For now Happy New Year and enjoy...

posted by Asha J @ 12:00 am 0 comments

Remember... ©

Remember when you smiled at me,
Remember when you held my hand,
Remember when we first kissed,
Remember those first feelings,
Remember that first time.

Remember us,
Remember me,
Remember how it used to be...

posted by Asha J @ 12:47 pm 0 comments

It's true...

I read this quote here:

"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent" - Eleanor Roosevelt

And I guess I give my consent to that a lot...

posted by Asha J @ 7:16 pm 0 comments

Giving ©

I gave you my heart and you held it,
Softly, protecting it from harm.
I gave you my smile and you warmed to it,
Willing it with your charm.
I told you my dreams and you captured them,
To try and make my dreams come true.
I gave you my sadness and you wiped away my tears,
To stop me from feeling blue
I told you I was scared, you took my hand,
To make the feeling go away.
I gave you my love, I gave you me,
And I hope that's how it will stay.

posted by Asha J @ 4:29 pm 0 comments

I am the girl who...

* Loves a boy and thinks the world of him
* Trusts people and opens up to them too easily
* Is judgemental and over critical
* Is loud on the outside but whose inside is different
* Gets hurt too easily
* Take things personally even if it's not about me
* Over analyses a situation way too much
* Wishes her life was different but doesn't all the same
* Tries too hard
* Worries what other people think
* Sings when I think no one can hear me
* Finds it hard to make up her mind
* Lies awake at night
* Never stops thinking
* Wants to please everyone
* Can count the number of people who I consider my real friends, on one hand
* Just wants to be loved

posted by Asha J @ 5:20 pm 0 comments

Uncluttering...

N.B This is me uncluttering my head, needing a ramble, so yeh...

Why is it that one person or one thing can change your life forever? Why is it that one second can make the difference of a lifetime? Why is it when you're in a crowd of people you still feel alone? Why do we make so much effort to get nothing in return? Why is it that we get so caught up in trying to please other people that we forget about ourselves? Why is it when you want to say something the words don't come out? Why is it when you eventually do they come out all wrong? Why does questioning things never make it any better?


"Tomorrow it may change
Tomorrow it may change ..."

posted by Asha J @ 10:44 am 0 comments