The Wonderful World of Moo

One of my random reflective thoughts...

I was thinking the other day about how even when things are a little crazy I always have that someone that I can turn to. Someone that I can talk to about anything, even if sometimes I am a bit of an idiot and take my bad moods out on them. I'm one of those people that has to know someone really well to consider them a friend if that makes any sense. Don't get me wrong I have friends but only a few that I can truly say are my true friends who have stuck by me and know even the most craziest things about me - I can count those people on one hand. As crazy as that sounds I'm glad I can say that.

When I was younger I used to think that being popular and having mass of friends would be great. At school I always felt like I was one of the outsiders. Honestly, I wanted to be one of them I wanted to be part of "it", whatever "it" was. I mean even now there are times when I feel like I'm on the outside looking in but I feel like I fit now and not with the people that I used to want to be "in" with, now I'm glad don't. But those people who have so called "status", well sometimes certain phrases spring to mind. I mean we all get pissed off with our friends at some point and bitch about them, but then again real friends accept you for who you are and you don't feel pressured or uncomfortable around.

Don't get me wrong my cousin is one of those people who is popular and she is lovely, I'm not saying they are not. Just from my experience where I live they haven't always been the nicest to me, please don't get me wrong here I'm not type casting everyone with the same label. Also she is one of the coolest people I know and someone who I don't talk to that often but when we do we talk - we talk lol and we're close.

It's funny because some of the people that I don't talk to that often are some of the people that have always been there for me. I'm also glad that I have someone closer to home that I can confide in as well. :)

posted by Asha J @ 9:01 pm 0 comments

How my head hurties...

This is me taking a break from revision to moan about revision... lol

My first exam is in two days time and its a bit of an understatement to say that I am worried. I always get like this before exams; feeling like I have left it too late to revise and am in a freezy of panick to get things done. Thankfully my sociology revision sheet for 'The Family' will soon be done. Right now I just need a break because my head hurts. It so crazy because so many believe in me and I just can't seem to muster the strength to believe that I can do this. It's just that having to resit two of my exams has really thrown me off course; instead of making me feel more determined it has made me feel useless. I just wish that I had more time... but ironically maybe it is better to have my exams now and not have to worry about them after half term (Note: I only have one exam after half term).

So this is me taking a break from my revision, ranting about my revision...

posted by Asha J @ 6:47 pm 0 comments

Little Wishlist

Here is a wish list of things I would like. Please note some of these things may seem pretty weird but hey;

* An "I love my geek" T-shirt
* Some more badges for my satchel (especially a "Cheeky monkey" badge)
* A magnetic note board for the wall beside my bed with all my pictures on
* A lil Eeyore for one of my satchels
* A lil Moo for one of my satchels
* Driving lessons
* A house in the countryside
* A new folder for all my work (preferably an Eeyore one lol)
* Rainbow stripey socks
* An Animal hoodie, board shorts, surf skirt, bikini, belt and flip flops lol
* An Animal satchel thats big enough for my A4 folder
* Stripey or rainbow bed sheets

Some non materialistic stuff:

* A Woo hug
* To have my necklace from when I was baby all fixed because it's broken so badly it can never be fixed :(
* To get to know my grandparents better
* A really fun and cool job that involves lots of interaction with people or kids
* I wish that the bottom of my baby blanket could be made not so frayed as it went all poopey © in the wash
* To get into university and from that to be good at the job that I do and to enjoy it
* To be happy within myself and to have someone who loves me no matter how old I get or how I awful I may look in the morning :)
* To learn to love myself for who I am and accept my faults

posted by Asha J @ 7:24 pm 0 comments