Over-analyse this...
I over-analyse everything, even the littlest thing. Sometimes people will say things, in passing not meaning anything more than what they have just said and I'll sit there for hours just going over what they said. Going through some crazy process of what was said, how it was said, what it means, how I should reply. Somehow I think there must be something beneath the surface of what they have said. Even my best friend said if he could change one thing about me it would be to make me (to quote) 'question things less'. I mean it is true I beat myself up about it (what someone has said) not sure what they meant but 99.9% of the time they merely meant what they said nothing more, nothing less.To be honest, I am more afraid of getting hurt mentally than I am physically. Sometimes I wear my heart on my sleeve, well for certain people, with others I am a clam, I shut myself away. I don't give much off about myself to people who I somehow think have bad intentions. Saying that I am not that great a judge of character and my past history of friend could tell you so too. I guess I want to see the best in people and genuinely believe they have no other motive, be it selfish or not, to be my friend. It's true what they say "True friends stab you in the front."
posted by Asha J @ 11:36 AM
1 Comments:
I just wanted to leave a note .. I hear, I feel you on this! You have the key, knowing you do it .. its a start! Dropping those barriers and realising you're being irrational can make hell of a difference at times. Good Luck to you sweet xxx
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