Thursday, March 24

Trail of thought......

Please excuse me, I'm in a thoughtful mood today. I was just thinking about how I hate the future and someone said to me about how they hate the past.

Now as people most close to me know change scares me. I don't like the future as I don't know what is ahead, consequently I hate change because sometimes I have no control over it. Change can be good or bad. So really I hate something I have no control over, kind of ironic. I guess thinking about what is going to or might happen in the future is daunting. It just scares me the way one day things are one way and you never know what they may be the next. Tomorrow some of the people most close to me could be gone or all of a sudden it's all over. It has made me realise that as much as I moan and groan about the bad things in my life I may be should, as corny as this sounds and as the saying goes, 'Live for the moment.' Why should I be so afraid of something I have no control over? I guess change needs to happen to make things progress and without it, everything would be stuck the way it is. I just hate the not knowing, I mean it could go either way and you don't know till it actully happens. Genreally I prefer to take everyday as it comes..... (End of trail of thought)

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